oranges and bananas

so i am deathly bored at work right now. Just want to sleep i'm so bored! ha!
I have someone coming in for an interview at noon, a girl was supposed to come in yesterday but didn't. I was a bit disappointed, because we REALLY need someone to start working saturdays! Because I HATE it! And I need a day to sleep in! Ha! And plus saturday is my only day to do anything... laundry, clean my room, sleep in, go do something fun for once! ha! so ya... oh and if anyone knows of anyone looking for a part time job, nights and saturdays send them my way and i'll interview them! Its just hard doing the work of three ppl when the other 2 ppl should be doing their work right but don't... ugh! Real frustrating! Anyways... lets see what else is new? Steph is having a good time in DC, I miss her lots tho. Could have used her to play with yesterday. I'm going to do a list of 100s. I say this on this girls page, it was pretty cool. So here goes....

Marley's List of 100s
1. I only eat fast food maybe once a week, if that.
2. I've never lived close to my cousins.
3. I'm afraid of the dark.
4. I like to eat my doritos and cheetos with ketchup.
5. I used to be champion burper in the family, but now I've become a bit more proper.
6. I hate the feel of filing my nails or toenails... it creeps me out.
7. People might think I have an eating disorder, but I dont, I LOVE food!
8. The 4th of July is my favorite holiday, I'm very patriotic!
9. I love to be thrown in the air by a group of girls or even a very strong man.
10. Disneyland is my happy place.
11. My Grandpa is my hero, and the most christlike person I know.
12. I enjoy a nice cold glass of water, no ice please.
13. I want to get married and have a family more then anything.
14. I have two favorite animals, the Manatee, I fell in love with in Florida and the Giraffe, its just a cute freakin animal, minus I REALLY don't like their tongues, they freak me out.
15. I love watching on TV and going to Volleyball tournaments.
16. I only have 2 truest of true best friends.
17. I hate math, but I got a good grade in it last semester.
18. I've always wanted to be an Elementary School Teacher.
19. One of my favorite things to do is play games with my family.
20. Audrey Hepburn is my idol.
21. It took me a little over a year to grow my hair out to about the length I wanted, then I just chopped it because I was sick of it!
22. I am always wearing socks, if I'm not wearing shoes I HAVE to wear socks, its a must. They have a little green stripe on them.
23. Mazda 3's are my favorite cars, thats why I own one. Its my baby!
24. Traveling the world is one of my ultimate dreams.
25. I actually have 3 brothers and 1 sister.
26. A goal of mine is to some day skydive
27. My little brother is actually much larger then me!
28. I'm a daddy's girl!
29. Road trips are one of my favorite things to do with my friends. Make a great Road Trip CD, grab some cheetos, a Fiji water and hit the road.
30. I can roll my tongue
31. A hobby of mine is to write, write my feeling, write poems, letters, emails, sayings, quotes, whatever is on my mind really.
32. I don't like to camp, you never sleep well, its always cold in the mornings and most the time there are no flushy toilets! Those are key!
33. I love my puppy mokey! He is part of the family.
34. I only wear Mac makeup. Anything else bothers my eyes and I can't wear it. Not that I wear makeup that often anyways... I figure take me as I come. ha!
35. People tell me I look like Jeniffer Love Hewitt.
36. My favorite number is 7, my favorite month is July.
37. I'm a texting fool, all I do is text. I ould not live without my phone or texting.
38. Sometimes I can be emotional, and jump to conclusions.
39. My job is the easiest in the world.
40. I don't like feet, they are gross.
41. If I take a nap, it last no longer then 20 mins, whether I want it to or not.
42. I'm terrified of the doctors or the dentist.
43. I love stars.
44. Summer is my favorite season
45. I can't get enough of wakeboarding
46. Watching big fireworks makes me happy
47. A guilty pleasure of mine is staying home all day and hanging out with my mom. Doing nothing but watching tv, movies, eating and talking.
48. I dont care what people think of me. I'm not here to impress, I'm here to have fun, be myself and rock it old school.
49. I wish I was in high school still, I had no responsibilities and just had fun and cheered.
50. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory is one creepy movie, but I LOVE it!
51. I love new adventures
52. Being creative isn't a strength of mine, but I seem to be ok at it.
53. One day I will spend at least 2 weeks in Italy
54. History is one of my favorite subjects
55. Sleepovers are one of my favorite past times
56. I love the sound of Ducks quacking, it reminds me of my grandpa.
57. I miss my Grandma Nelson
58. I wish that my Grandpa could come to my wedding.
59. Movies are some of my favorite things. But I HATE scary movies, I get way creeped out.
60. I was named after my 2 grandmas, MARline and ShirLEY.
61. A pet peeve of mine is people who judge others and who are disrespectful.
62. I've been to Disneyland about 50 times, one of those times no one paid to get in, it was FREE!
63. Not many people can say they've been to a club opening in West Hollywood, I can.
64. I will never fly on anything but Jetblue ever again.
65. I don't really like cheese
66. My favorite band is Making April, I've seen them in concert and they are amazing. I have also hung out with them, am friends with them now and have two of the band members numbers and can't wait till they come back!
67. My favorite thing about a guy is his smile and his arms. I have this weird attraction to slightly more so vainy arms.
68. I've had glasses since I was 4 years old.
69. I absolutely LOVE Christmas music.
70. I HATE the winter, the cold, anything that has to do with me not being warm.
71. Manti temple is my favorite temple.
72. BYU-Hawaii is my dream school.
73. My favorite movie is Sweet Home Alabama and The Little Mermaid.
74. My dream job would be to be a Wedding Planner.
75. I met my very closest girlfriends last summer. They will continue to be a part of my life till I die.
76. A fantasy of mine is to Live in a skyrise building in LA or New York.
77. I've never been to Lake Powell, but I want to go SO bad!
78. My family and my closest friends mean the world to me!
79. My birthday is March 27th, my Grandma Nelsons birthday is March 28th, my Grammies birthday is March 29th.
80. Ever since I was a little girl I LOVED babies and little kids.
81. I love rain, I love the smell of the air right before it rains, I love the sounds of rain, I love the feel of rain, I love the smell while its raining I love everything there is to love about rain!
82. I can be pretty gullible at times.
83. My mom is one of my best friends.
84. The friends I have gained in the last 2 years mean more to me then the friends I've had throughout the rest of my life.
85. I trust people too easily.
86. I try to smile and say Hello to everyone I pass.
87. I am a very shy person, which can sometimes be mistaken for being stuck up.
88. Side ponytails are the coolest!
89. I miss cartoon shows of my childhood.
90. Blue is my favorite color.
91. Musicals are the greatest, old school musicals like My Fair Lady, Singing in the Rain, stuff like that I LOVE!
92. I want to live somewhere warm when I grow up.
93. I'm a huge kid at heart!
94. I still want to be Belle for halloween one year!
95. My favorite popcorn in the world is the kind Steph makes on her stove!
96. I love BMXing and Skateboarding... thus my fascination with Tony Hawk.
97. I love chocolate donut bars.
98. A dream of mine is to have a pool in my back yard.
99. I've never broken a bone
100. I believe that everything happens for a reason, and what is meant to be will work out to the fullest in the end.

Songs for us...

Well Stephie is gone... I cried all last night after I left her house, cried on my way home from crobs, and then cried on my way to work! ha!! Yep a little bit o f a mess! But I just have to think of it as Steph is going away for school... she'll be back in Jan! And I'm going to go visit her in November! I'm thinking early november, maybe even end of october! Then we are going to go to six flags! I've never been there, it would be so much fun!! :)
Anyways, I've been a mess... I'll probably be a mess every time I listen to the CD Steph made me! Kinda her going away present to me... it has some of our best songs on it! I absolutely love her!! But ya... Chris has been such a support, such a sweetheart through all this. He is the greatest boyfriend I could ever ask for! Probably the best boyfriend in the world! I just absolutely love him! Thanks Chris, you are the greatest!!

goodbye, but not the end

My best friend Steph is moving to DC tomorrow. Tonight is the last time I will be able to see her, until at least hopefully November. But still the fact that she is moving still sucks way bad! She has been by my side for the last 2 years, through the thick and the thin, through the good times and through the bad times. I think she is one of a very few select of friends who has remained my friend no matter what has happened in either of our lives. There are only maybe, 3 ppl in my life that I consider my very bestest friends who I can count on 99.9% of the time, and she is one of them. Maybe because we are more alike then any of my other friends I have had or have. We have had some of the same struggles, we have had some of the same trials but we have also have the same values, we want the same out come of our lives. She has been one of my guardian angels the last 2 years, I wouldn't be anywhere near where I am today if she wasn't there to help me along the way. She has become a part of my life, a part of my soul, a part of my family. She's not only a friend I can laugh with, she is a sister I can cry to, a confidant that I can go to and tell anything to. She keeps my secrets, she carries me when I'm not strong and she makes me laugh no matter what is going on. I can't even express how much her friendship means to me. She has been an example to me from the very beginning of our friendship. She may not think so, and I've heard her tell me plenty of times that she doesn't feel that way, but she is. She helps keep me afloat most the time. Now of course we've had our moments where we haven't agreed on things, or we've fought. But thats what makes our friendship stronger then any others... we are honest with each other and we can talk to each other. Therefore we are able to work through our differences and become closer friends. We have had so many fun times together! Times that only we will remember... times that we may not want to remember... times that will never be forgotten. From our many road trips to vegas, to our random adventures we've had so many. Going boating with Cousin Matt, the Anderson Swing, Provo River, hiking Ensign Peak, Camp Fires, Catting, Sushi nights, watching BMX, sitting at the skate park, trips to Ogden, talking about math, sending pictures of funny looking people, going to church together every sunday! Going to Kappa, 5 mile pass, our many adventures at Eric and Jay Woos, Volleyball tournaments and games, swimming, St George, In-N-Out Burger, Marie's, The Strip, getting you to wear my colored tops! Halloween, New Years, Your Birthday, My Birthday, our Tuesday night movies, the love of your popcorn, DDR, American Idol, being able to count on my best friend 100% I definitely hate that Stephie is moving to DC, and that she'll be gone for 5 months. But I know without a doubt that this will be the best move for her. And as much as I want her to stay, and as much as I am going to miss her I support her 100% in this decision. Stephie... you are such an amazing person, I love you more then you know. Again your friendship means more to me then you will ever know. You have been one of the greatest things to ever come into my life, and I will never forget that! You have been there for me through it all, and I am more then greatful for that. I will miss you! This is goodbye for now, but not forever! I will see you soon!!

I LOVE YOU STEPHIE!
Best Friend Forever!

Jane Austen

So I just finished watching "Becoming Jane" and I must say that it was an amazing movie! The love that Tom and Jane shared was of the greatest loves of all. I do however wish that they had ended up together, but Jane sacrificed being with Tom for Tom's family to continue to survive, was the bravest thing she could do. And no matter, that they could not be together they both continued to love each other unconditionally by their actions. Nothing is quite as powerful as love and what it begins to do not only for the soul, but what it can conceive to others that are around it. I believe whole heartedly that one can parish from a broken heart, yet it is up to that person whether the sadness from that heart will over come them. Jane was one who did not let her broken heart completely destroy her, yet she never found anyone who complimented her quite like Tom did. When loving someone or something with your entire being it might feel as though that one object was your only hope. However, I truly know that every one person has the ability to give their entire being to more then one individual. It most definitely takes time and a knowledge of self happiness and love, but it is more than possible for your love to be shared once again. It is hard to think that there will be a moment in time where you are at your utmost happiness again in life, where you have once traveled with another. But when your affection is not returned in an equal manner it is but worthless for one to continue to give them your heart and soul. At that very moment you must take it upon yourself to become you own version of your best self, because you will, one glorious day, have that happiness and love that you once desired to have returned to you in a manner you never sought possible. Occasionally it takes a little longer then expected, however with patients and the faith that love exists in everything we touch, the day will soon find you in a way that you never found or saw possible. Love shows its face in a way that no one believed viable. He becomes not only a friend or a stranger, but the light in which you have been searching for through the loveless isles. With the touch of his skin you begin to tremble, with the sounds of his voice a smile crosses your face. His soft, sensual kiss takes the small breathes from you lips. His embrace is warm and unnerving. When he speaks, it is not in the usual predominant tone he uses when his friends are around, but a gentle masculine sound like a hummingbird on a warm spring morning. Even so much that when he speaks your name your heart not only skips a beat, but your name sounds different, as though it has always belonged to be spoken out of his beautiful, wondrous lips. He has not completed you, for you were never missing anything, you have forever been an entire person, for we can not have an equal without being complete ourselves. Yet he has added to the admirable sustenance that you have be founded for yourself. He brings much more eminence to your life then ever thought feasible. The two of you, being two individuals seeking to become one in the other, share the love that the world looks for in everything they come in contact with. A love that once you have found, is the strongest of any love you have ever thought imaginable. It is a love that can not be broken, not from trials nor tribulations. But a love that strengthens with every waking day, through the hardships and adversities that you will inquire together. A love that will never fade. A love that will grow forever, until the end of time. And opportune for us, time does not end. It just becomes more glorious with the setting of the sun, and continually amazing with the rise of each new day. A life that is countless in itself, becomes increased with monumental happiness, joy, laughter, smiles and so much more when a love like this touches it.

a quick thought...

so i've noticed that like everyone's blogs are super duper cute....
and i mean i like mine and all... but where does everyone find the different backgrounds?
this dang blog thing is a little more difficult then i thought! UGH! i'll figure it out sooner or later! ha!
um... i'm listening to the Mamma Mia soundtrack... yep i love it! haha!! its SO good!
last night me and chris made dinner and watched, well fell asleep during a movie! We made spaghetti... (i asked my mom how to spell spaghetti, cuz i was trying to spell it on my phone and it would not spell it, and she said SPAG - HETTI! haha it was FUNNY! and now thats how i say it! LoL!) so we made spaghetti, with his mom's help (who I LOVE by the way) and it was SO yummy! We did a good job, other then the bread... we made the bread too early so it got cold, then it kinda burned a little, and we put entirely to much garlic salt on them! haha!! The cheese ones turned out nicely tho ha!! So we need to work on our bread making skills, but none the less it was good! Chris also made grape/lemonade kool-aid! it was bomb for sure! LoL! We decided we are going to take cooking classes together! It was his idea.. what a cutie!! :) We are also going to start cooking every monday! It'll be great!!