Wednesday, August 20, 2008

goodbye, but not the end


My best friend Steph is moving to DC tomorrow. Tonight is the last time I will be able to see her, until at least hopefully November. But still the fact that she is moving still sucks way bad! She has been by my side for the last 2 years, through the thick and the thin, through the good times and through the bad times. I think she is one of a very few select of friends who has remained my friend no matter what has happened in either of our lives. There are only maybe, 3 ppl in my life that I consider my very bestest friends who I can count on 99.9% of the time, and she is one of them. Maybe because we are more alike then any of my other friends I have had or have. We have had some of the same struggles, we have had some of the same trials but we have also have the same values, we want the same out come of our lives. She has been one of my guardian angels the last 2 years, I wouldn't be anywhere near where I am today if she wasn't there to help me along the way. She has become a part of my life, a part of my soul, a part of my family. She's not only a friend I can laugh with, she is a sister I can cry to, a confidant that I can go to and tell anything to. She keeps my secrets, she carries me when I'm not strong and she makes me laugh no matter what is going on. I can't even express how much her friendship means to me. She has been an example to me from the very beginning of our friendship. She may not think so, and I've heard her tell me plenty of times that she doesn't feel that way, but she is. She helps keep me afloat most the time. Now of course we've had our moments where we haven't agreed on things, or we've fought. But thats what makes our friendship stronger then any others... we are honest with each other and we can talk to each other. Therefore we are able to work through our differences and become closer friends. We have had so many fun times together! Times that only we will remember... times that we may not want to remember... times that will never be forgotten. From our many road trips to vegas, to our random adventures we've had so many. Going boating with Cousin Matt, the Anderson Swing, Provo River, hiking Ensign Peak, Camp Fires, Catting, Sushi nights, watching BMX, sitting at the skate park, trips to Ogden, talking about math, sending pictures of funny looking people, going to church together every sunday! Going to Kappa, 5 mile pass, our many adventures at Eric and Jay Woos, Volleyball tournaments and games, swimming, St George, In-N-Out Burger, Marie's, The Strip, getting you to wear my colored tops! Halloween, New Years, Your Birthday, My Birthday, our Tuesday night movies, the love of your popcorn, DDR, American Idol, being able to count on my best friend 100% I definitely hate that Stephie is moving to DC, and that she'll be gone for 5 months. But I know without a doubt that this will be the best move for her. And as much as I want her to stay, and as much as I am going to miss her I support her 100% in this decision. Stephie... you are such an amazing person, I love you more then you know. Again your friendship means more to me then you will ever know. You have been one of the greatest things to ever come into my life, and I will never forget that! You have been there for me through it all, and I am more then greatful for that. I will miss you! This is goodbye for now, but not forever! I will see you soon!!


I LOVE YOU STEPHIE!
Best Friend Forever!

1 comment:

Jaime said...

Your blog is soooo cute! I love that we have another way to keep in touch. I added you to mine!